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与“魔”共舞:谨以此文献给湖北肿瘤医院的白衣天使

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《文化黄梅》Executive Deputy Editor Cai Shunan《中国纪录》News Column at Jingyuan

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Once, I have made countless assumptions about my retirement life, and I have some expectations. The only thing I didn’t think of was that at the crucial moment when the “sunset is infinitely good”, the sudden changes will crush all the previous expectations.

That was the 23rd of the twelfth lunar month last year. Because of the cough, my wife forced me to go to the county hospital. Chest, CT, report on the report: left lung nodules, local shadows, it is recommended to go to Hubei Cancer Hospital for further examination. Looking at the face of my wife and daughter, I have probably guessed eight or nine points about my condition.

That night, sleepless night. Lying in bed, vaguely seeing people around me, the past things kept moving through my mind, the whole body was like a plate of cold water, from the head to the feet. Doesn't it mean that good people have good news? I have a decade of "love volunteers" experience. It should be considered a good person. How can God make good people suffer such pain and suffering? Throughout the night, I spent my time thinking. The next day, the son-in-law drove me to Wuhan. It was another examination. After a few days, the conclusion came out: a small cell malignant tumor of the left lung.

Perhaps it was the beginning of a bad plan. After the result came out, it was calmed down. Of course, I know that this Spring Festival is destined to be spent in the hospital.

The courtyard of the hospital is green and beautiful, with beautiful scenery, lakes and mountains, and birds and flowers. This kind of park-like environment may be designed specifically for our patients. Perhaps it helps to regulate the patient's mood and speed up the recovery of the patient. I think so.

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So, I lived in the 1st floor and 1 bed of the 11th floor of the radiotherapy and chemotherapy building. Good sign, the wife said, this indicates that you will be strong, will be fine, must, must. I actually believe.

xx人们经常将医务人员称为“白天使”,而癌症医院的“天使”则长期处理各种癌症。他们似乎与癌症交往,与魔鬼“跳舞”,但为了精心安排各种“魔鬼”的扼杀。

我很高兴在这里遇到了一个很棒的治疗团队。

主治医师胡柳是一位非常认真负责的女医生。人们美丽而美丽,但他们有点尴尬。鉴于病变更接近肺门,胡医生说我不适合手术,只能接受放疗和化疗。我知道医院对每位患者的治疗方案都非常严格。我的治疗方案得到治疗组组长和主治医师徐宏斌的肯定,并经治疗小组审核批准,并报院长批准。

服从。

在治疗期间,胡大夫对每一次治疗都非常认真和认真。当我检查房子时,我总是问我是否有任何不良反应。饮食怎么样?怎么睡觉?只要我说我感到不舒服,她就小心翼翼地写下来,并在那天迅速处理。

放射治疗是整个治疗过程中最长和最困难的过程。经过30次治疗,我在医院住了50多天。喉咙的疼痛是难以忍受的,脖子很痒,我的妻子很担心,我更加心烦意乱。在此期间,胡刘博士多次为我诊断出疼痛,并经常检查我的放疗定位片是否剥落。我多次回到病房重新拍摄。比如说,如果胶片脱落或标记消失,需要重新定位,每次花费1500元。

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当我遇到如此认真细致的美容医生时,我遇到了一位有着强烈内心和技巧的专家教授。这可能是上帝开始回顾并特别关注我。

Xu Hongbin, an extremely responsible and amiable oncologist. Every time I check the room, I will take the trouble to ask the patient, and touch the place where the tumor is easy to transfer. When I touch it, my face always has a natural smile. It is said that smile is a woman's patent. In fact, Director Xu's smile is also very infectious. Whenever I see his smile, I have confidence in treating the disease, and even forget that I am still a seriously ill patient.

In the hospital, in terms of patients, the most exposed is the nurse. On the first day of injection, she was the head of the nurse, Huang Ping, and everyone called her teacher Huang. "We are a fellow, big fellow" After I heard that I was a Huangmei person, Teacher Huang told me that she was a Huanggang person. Also let me not have too much psychological pressure: here, there is such a sentence called "treating the doctor to the doctor, adjusting the mentality to give yourself" as long as there is a good attitude, you can achieve the best therapeutic effect. Therefore, I have always insisted on doing my part: to maintain a good attitude.

Zhu Ya is my tube nurse and one of the most loved ones I have seen among many nurses. This undergraduate student who came out of the mountains. Tall figure, round face, when smiling, the face always shows shallow dimples. I remember the injection in Zhu Yalai's ward. I saw that my hands were full of needles, the blood vessels were swollen, my arms were blue, and Xiao Zhu didn't know how to be good. I said, call, I can. Xiao Zhu has a needle, and I have to bite my teeth. After a while, I said to her if nothing happened: In fact, your injection is not painful at all. Really, I just teased you. Xiao Zhu's face was reddish and shyly smiled at me. It was this smile that made us forget the year.

Later, Xiao Zhu took the time to write a note《不想对你说再见》, published on the cultural Huangmei WeChat platform, which is her blessing and prayer, and is also the professional ethics that Hubei Cancer Hospital has consistently insisted on not saying goodbye to patients.

xxThere are a lot of nurses like Zhu Ya who love to laugh. Bao Dan, Huang Ping, Le Li, Yang Zhen, Ye Jia, and many others can't remember their names. They are all angels sent by God, with skillful dance. "Technology", with a brilliant smile to save the enchanted patients from the fire.

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If the angels of the Provincial Cancer Hospital are exquisite in "dancing skills" and their medical skills are notorious, then their medical ethics is also full of praise.

When I first came to Wuhan, a friend told me that if I was seriously ill, I would give a red envelope to the attending doctor and the expert. This would give me a special care of the doctor. I also said that this is the "hidden rule" of all hospitals. I don't think so. To be honest, when I was in the unit, I didn't send a red envelope, and I never accepted someone else's red envelope. In view of the special circumstances, I have to make it difficult for my wife to go to the office.

When we were no one, we often guarded the office of Hu Desheng, deputy dean and director Xu Hongbin. Dean Hu was my fellow, and also a professor who helped me to be admitted to the hospital and personally watched the diagnosis. Director Xu was in the whole treatment process. Responsible experts, their attitude determines the effectiveness of my future treatment. It was hard to wait until Dean Hu entered the office. Just wanted to follow it and listened to the "嘭" sound, and then came the anti-locking sound from the door. As a well-trained agent, he is highly vigilant about the moments around him. He does not give us any chance to "make a crime". Of course, the same method ended in failure with Director Xu.

Leaders can't do it, we are close to the attending physician. I finally got the chance. After the third admission, my wife and I were in the conference room and waited for the doctor to arrange the ward. This time only the two of us and Dr. Hu Liu. I made a wink with my wife. She quickly put the red envelope into Hu’s white coat, and after she reacted, we had already run without a trace.

xxOn the second day of investigation, the head nurse, Bao Dan, called her wife to the corridor and gave her a receipt. It turned out that Dr. Hu was not forced to fight, and had to pay the hospitalization fee for the red envelope. Bao Dan looks serious: When you are in the hospital, don't you sign the "rejection of the red envelope promise", how come out? My wife is full of red face, so I am ashamed of my actions. Later, it was known that each patient had to sign a refusal to submit a red envelope with the hospital when he was hospitalized. The original rejection of the red envelope was the "family rule" of the cancer hospital.

Chemotherapy and radiation therapy are the treatment steps that cancer patients must go through. The side effects of radiotherapy are large, the most common is nausea accompanied by vomiting, and the taste of the person is completely lost. Just after the end of chemotherapy, I want to vomit when I see the food. I can only drink some porridge to absorb the poor nutrition. Usually at this time, the wife will force me to eat a bite, saying that if she does not eat, she will not have the strength to fight cancer. She said that this is what the doctor said. And always looked at me, afraid that I would lie. I was wronged but I didn't dare to confront her. Only when she was behind her was the "Disciplinary Inspection Commission" and did not do anything else. She always stared at me as a "problem". I have no resistance to repeated resistance. I am only strong and have no choice.

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Nearly half a year after I was admitted to the hospital, I have seen various cancer patients. Among these patients, there are rich people in Jinyi and people in the cloth. Their largest is 89 years old, and the youngest is still in junior high school. Before admission, I suspect that the atmosphere of the cancer hospital must be dull, and the mood of patients and their families must be heavy. However, when I lived in the "11th floor", I could not see this. The doctor-patient relationship here is harmonious and the atmosphere is very harmonious. In addition to completing the treatment tasks, doctors and nurses occasionally ridicule with family members, and the patients are also involved in snoring. They are safe in the ward and go out to the ward. Playing chess, fighting landlords, chatting, walking. If not the unique marks on the head, who would associate them with critically ill patients?

xx伴随着癌症,与“魔术”共舞。以这种方式,湖北省肿瘤医院的天使与患者一起,与癌症作斗争,创造了一个接一个的奇迹。

我也是传说中的一员。

刚入住医院,医生对我的病情并不乐观。除恶性肿瘤外,还伴有低钾,低钠,加上高血压病史十余年。我身边的很多病人都在鼓励我。在汉口的陈戈,与我的病情相似。目前的声明告诉我,五点和五点的治疗是一样的。这意味着治疗和心理调整各占5分,这同样重要。我对这个人有好处。只要其他人是对的,我就会这样做。从那时起,我逐渐收起了不愉快的人和事,并一直在思考事物。我的心态越来越好了。当我没事的时候,我走出病房,遇到了很多病人,比如武汉的李雄,孝感的肖虎,小张,“阳光”小王。互相添加微信,打个电话,甚至在出院后邀请一起旅行。

有一次,11楼的黄梅村有多达10人。晚餐后,共有20多名来自患者家属的人聚集在一起,听取了我的“心理咨询”:巨蟹座听起来很可怕。事实上,它是一种慢性疾病。只要我们知道,我们就不会害怕。黄梅上中学,一名中学生患淋巴瘤并转为头部。因为家庭非常困难,我的父亲很无助,甚至有放弃的想法。在做父亲的思想工作时,他顺便给了300元慰问金,鼓励他坚持不放弃。他还被建议为自己制定一些“五年计划”,一个接一个地努力实现。

“老蔡,你的心态很好,你可以做病人的思想工作,简单来说,你就是黄梅抗癌协会会长。”老郑开玩笑说,大家都是遵循第二意见。虽然这只是个玩笑,但我从他们渴望的目光中看到了生命的坚持和期待。

当我出院时,徐宏斌主任拍了拍我的肩膀:老蔡,你比我想象的要好得多。从检查,你有很好的身体指标,钾和钠不低,血压是正常的。肿瘤消失了,情绪好多了。当我开心的时候,我突然想起李雄与癌细胞之间的对话:我每天都要开心,为你生气;我想吃,吃,杀了你。我能获得如此良好治疗效果的原因似乎与我的心态有直接关系。

当然,我知道患者的心态只是一个方面。真正对抗癌症的斗争必须依靠科学并依赖医务人员。因为,当“魔鬼”遇到天使时,它只需要逃脱。

记者笔记:我记得关于疾病治疗的哲学陈述,称“在疾病治疗和康复过程中,每个人的生理和心理影响都占50%”。老蔡有这样一种开放的态度,对自己的疾病的治疗必须有积极的作用。我希望老蔡早日康复,享受生活,享受乐趣。